This Christmas is going to be kind of awkward for me. This will be the first time in quite a while that I don't spend Christmas with my dad. He is going to visit my grandmother, and I kind of want to spend it with my mom. That's another new thing. I have always spent Christmas with both my parents except now that they are separated I feel like I will make the other one sad if I don't spend Christmas with them. I want to spend this Christmas with my mom because it is my first year back with her after living with my dad these past two years. All I know is who I spend Christmas with does not reflect on who I love more. I love my parents equally. It does not matter who I spend my holidays with.
